Rumblings of a lunatic

Have done it like this because i know that these get posted on a main site as well and i wanna do an actual journal post!! I will stick it all under a cut as its big ( Read more... )

but god bless american tv....i cant acctually stop laughing i really cant, its compelling and genius. Part one here, other parts are on yourtube.

Well people I’m back… and having a netgasm as well it would seem. Let’s see I haven’t really spoken on the old LJ for a while for a few reasons mainly because I have haven’t had the net in so long and net café’s are just extortionate! So what have I been doing to cause such an uproar, well lets see what has been happening, as you all have gathered I split with tom and thus didn’t live with him any more so I spent a week at tower street courtesy of ryan and abi then a good month or so living under the roof of matt baffico, both arranged by the delightful miss kitty….Gemma! To which I am eternally grateful, gemz you basically sorted out my life thank you so much!! Well after the august from hell one good thing came out of it and I started seeing reb, as you all have seen! I moved into the new digs in September and am now living still in Boston with dean and ken and I am back on my feet!
So I have been doing a lot of travelling to see the rebel, which has been nice, and working a lot to keep the house afloat which also in a strange way is nice. Things have been constantly moving in the life of me. I have to make one apology winter parliament, after thinking I could make it I really couldn’t what happened was mainly money and the fact I had the illness from hell so I took the clever pill and said that camping in November would have killed me. I am gutted that I missed it, but I managed to get cheep tickets and I went to see reb instead so the blow was softened a little, however the event for all purposes sounded amazing, and it seemed like the type of event I wished I had been at!
So whats on the horizon. Well I don’t know I am content at the moment and as much as 2009 was up and down I think 2010 is going to be a good one.
Looking forward to it all now
Amy.
P.S.
Really have got into mewithoutyou at the moment a very odd little band but well worth a listen….
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwbauEMYq4c
P.P.S.
OOOOOOLLLLLDDDDD!

i dont know why i chose that title but it made me grin! I dont know either where it came from so dont ask, all i know is at the moment i am borrowed net time as the net cafe is being leinent with its 2 hours because i think i am pushing nearly 3 now! our hous still has no nets but this is why i have been hidden away and all that, finally after the august from hell, i am living in my own house! well i say my own me ken and dean are renting it but its a sweet huse, and after much trauma we are finally in, we have had a house party though im sure there will be many many more and i have had reb down in boston, again i am sure there will be many more times now he knows where it is! So my appologies to all i have not died or vanished i am not somewhere remote just without nets!!
Saying that this is the first time i have acctually had chance to say but LAUREN!!! yoo hoo, i still deseratly want to come to the winter event but being with no net, house or contact has made it hard to say i want to attend, please can you say i can come i will pay on the gate if thats cool i want to come play, i know its really late to confirm but as i said i have been kinda stuck.
i think thats about it normal servace will resum in about 2 weeks when we get nets!
love you all #
mwah
amy

in short:
Hot
Arnie thursday, feeling zee pump, seeing my secondary family, new hair new fellah, the unicorn ride in having my own milltary horse, TRAINING though its on hold! information overload, the gun show,tents surviving, the lewd gingerbread, seeing lester once again (agreed vicky how long has it been) void custard, watching hector get horny, the military being accepting of a scrappy old beastkin :P Crush...face... quacking at the akari, sorry the baaakawwri and i claim hitting lord roan with a bee it may have been thrown by someone else but it bounced off MY ears and into roans face
Not
achie, nearly lost voice, rally still attracts magebolts! nearly dying, the windy thursday, playing pissed off runz, having to dive at the naga because they were taking people away! having to get back to reality


I had an awsome time i am kinda sad that it ended i got to see all my extended family, and spent some quality time with them also got to spend a lot of time with reb and though he called me an angry woman its all gravy baby! though im sure baby gan would have had a better time coming home with me! Yes i nearly died... 30 seconds man! 30 seconds! but in fairness it would have been a good death charding into a mass of naga to stop them taking other people away yeah i could have delt with that though i did stand to live another day.
The unicorns do tend to have a problem with orders though when they are not being shouted by someone who isnt normally giving them, we are working on this though, thou i belive runz's non official stance is if they want to run off and die then let them at the moment, she is not a a happy bunny!! The hilarity of things discussed afther the gathering should be cool too.
i think i may be one of the few people who didnt have a problem with the toilets yes they were messy and bad but then again they are portaloos sadly this sometimes happens
Although still dont get the final battle malarkey. basically it boiling down to edraya says so, oh and whats up with terror, i mean because people lie me decide to spend the osps on being able to stand there and not be afraid. Just means that now we are back to square one. So when it came to look at the stones for the final battle there was fear, repel and then for people like me the terrors kicked out it feels like really in fairness some higher ups dont like players with skills if that makes sence, i mean i could be wrong but its like immunity to fear is like ten osps s it got brought up quickly and now lots of people have it so one had gone "right not having that be immune to fear will you, well have a terror"
grrrr other than that ace event and roll on the winter YEAH
madama

i has it, im away at the moment wales, clearing my head with a coffee, safe in the knowledge that all my stuff is in boston. The long and shot of it is me and tom broke up, im single and after ferying my stuff to an from places im in a house and have a bed, so if im spoadic at answeing phone or being online its becasue of that. moot was ace and a high point though love the faction love the support you duck eyed lot!
will talk to you all when i can
loves to all you guys you know who you are
Madam A
no sod it im me now
AMY

well there are a lot of things going on at the moment in my moon like luna head! A lot of personal crap and a lot of other crap besides, things are up and down like whores draws, those in the know are in the know those who aint , well unless i feel the need to go through things with you in person then well just keep me destracted ok thats all i ask!
mwah
Madam A

GOODYEAR! FUCK YEAH!

That is all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNeJVSiluDE

I really really do, if only as it seems to laugh like a cackly old woman (ie moi) as you may or may not have noticed me and reb seem to be in love with this guy at the moment and he has genuinly made coffee come out of my nose cause of this



Ahhh youtube is there anything you cant do?
In other news i have a crappy little 7-10 but after will be seeing y'all at kens and looking FAB-U-LOUS in my new dress. I dont know what it its but i think buying yoursellf a dress that makes people think your hawt does wonders for a briused ego! there shall be lots of pictures!!

For those comming see you soon
for those not i will take pics so you can pretend your there
Love you all my darlings
Mwah
Madam A

Kens birthday i has new dress *SQUEE*
My self confidence is back, thank you, *is grinning*
Going to see harry potter today
*dances* there has to be something really bad with feeling this good... Its going to make me fat isnt it!

as everyone is doing this....

My haiku

Made a mess in work
Have been a very sweaty
Ice cream Soda, Yum!

After the amazing amy and her specialness last night, i am going to buy sam and max volume 2 and tales of monkey island and hide from the world until i compleate them all. This could take years, *glee*

Well for weeks up until the event I had super keen and although the joke with reb ran really old quickly of playing in outcast I was buzzing by the time we left and once the rain as we drove cleared we felt a lot better.
( Outcast a show! Warning pics and there is a fair few of them )

150% Outcast Keen! I even had a bash at making wool hair that’s how keen I am right now… In that sort of woo moment, I think I should calm down and do a meme!!


010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.

001 Would have could have but was never meant to be, your definitely better in my life as you are. I mean would have been weird otherwise
002 Friends are easy to come by, confidents are not we all have troubles but having someone like you there makes mine a lot easier and I hope I do the same for you .
003 Im closer to you now after the shit hit the fan, that’s a good thing
004 Stop being so dam talented you put the rest of us to shame
005 Loving you hunny, so bad your not in arms reach!
006 Why wibble at people here? Be strong enough to do it in real life tm
007 Wrongly enough you dance in my head…nude
008 lalalalalala im not listening to you
009 You know your sexy, just try and believe it.
010 I want to lick your stubbly face!

009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.

001 I can count to 10 and above in german and above when I am feeling up to it.
002 I have incredibly low days,
003 I hate my job generally.
004 I have just hit my 2 week smoke free woot
005 I actually once drank baileys from a shoe
006 Im only happy when it rains
007 No potter I actually am the stig!.
008 I have a baby face and an old mind
009 I have weird fetishes


008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.

001 Grow a beard
002 Be a cad not a bastard a cad!
003 Speak to me about things not just lovey things
004 Cook
005 Make me laugh
006 Top hat cane moustache
007 Just because its weird its not bad!!
008 I do need to feel beautiful sometimes


007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.

001 Stranglers hands
002 People are asses and I cant believe the stupidity of the great unwashed
003 I am above you, you are clearly a dick
004 Diet to make me look good or chocolate?
005 how many more days to roleplay
006 What would lanni/zara/runz do
007 Im so spacy at the moment


006 I DO BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP.

001 coffee
002 Post and actions or post on whz
003 Another coffee
004 make mental shut off time, and then fail to keep it
005 Say goodbye to online friends]
006 Snuggle Tom

005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
(no particular order here)
001 My rents
002 Tom
003 My inner circle. You know who you are
004 Jim
005 My larpers


004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.

001 Wool hair
002 Peddle pushers
003 pants with cherries on them,
004 Geek necklace


003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.

001 Coin operated boy –Dresden dolls
002 Fucksticks – Kunt and the gang
003 Just like heaven – the cure


002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.

001 Have a home of own.
002 Full contentedness

001 CONFESSION.

001 I find it incredibly hard to open up to the point where I feel like I am a burden so I store things instead, my inner circle have my back and I have been trying an awful lot more to get over this. So there you go!

Well I have to confess I have been out and about and journal time is just completely not there, but I have been doing the social thing, really I have.
Online I have been playing forum game WHZ, which is a different version of the old one I have gotten into though I really should play it properly at some point and not continue to shag Denz lol but as people seem to be dropping out at an alarming rate it’s a little bit of a catch 22, but still a good game.
Gef was Aceness personified, it seems like the faction are gelling :
HOT
IC.
Oh gosh much to be honest, battering thing being listened to in battle, having my dreams cleaned up! Finding out that I was being well looked after by the faction, especially with the response that I got after I got dropped by the transport, the general pat on the head from the militia, cheerleading and joint leading the cheerleaders. Oh and staring to become immovable runz (yes I though I would mention the fact it ends up as a stupid name now, before it comes from anyone else)
OOC
All the laughs all of them I haven’t giggled so much in a long time, I even broke! Alright we were robbed by the gryphon cheerleaders, but hearing that they actually had to go away and practice because they were so very out done, that was smug mode in the extreme! Hearing the healing “were going to be here for ages ‘cuz she is spammed, here for ages ‘cuz she’s nails,” its official body dev 2 is a royal pain for the healers sorry! Oh and the real impressed look on all the players face when the tarantula encounters smoke bombs I mean our BBQ wafted over the field!
NOT
IC
Deaths, far too many for anyone’s liking, nuff said. Being robbed of the cheer prize
OOC
Sore, but ‘tis my own fault can’t really complain at all.
Social otherwise, went to see sascha, spent too much money in lush and chatted all night, sascha is for the win and we had a really nice time in naaarch, and although we lucked out and missed belly and gemz, actually letting our hair down was nice, The weekend after was Kats rib night, and we collected bones for outcast, and frothed about outcast and t he muff and dagger girls, played singstar and raided around Lincoln, it would seem that we (me gemma and Vicky) all agree then next time we go we need to re-mortgage a house or have a considerable lottery win. Good times, my pics are on facebook.
Hopefully this may work.
So there is GEF http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=97545&id=727321231&l=7c7f22e7e4
Narrch and Lincs 1 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100974&id=727321231&l=6bb7f89027
Lincs 2
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=100987&id=727321231&l=13a76e6e79
I think there is only one more thing to mention, as of yesterday at 10.50am (for that was when I had my last one) I am officially smoke free, and have been using a nicotine inhaler, I figured I would get at least one day to settle in before tom goes too. He stops today, so come the next event, we probably will have killed each other, or smoke free completely!

Wish us luck and apologies in advance wont be most sparklie people in the world for a few weeks lol
Madam A

This is a social meme, designed to increase the awareness that, with regards to LARP, in character does not equal out of character. Particularly with romance.

Please note the following:
I am not my characters. This is role play.
If you have met me while IC at a LARP, you have not met me, but my characters. This is role play.
If my character has declared their love for your character, I have not declared my love for you. This is role play.
If my character has slept with your character, I have not, nor am I going to, sleep with you, nor do you get any say over who I do sleep with. This is role play.
If you develop feelings for the person you meet while at a LARP event, you have not developed feelings for me, for you have not met me, but rather, you have them for my character. This is not role play, but it is also not my problem.

I bear no responsibility for your feelings, in much the same way as you bear no responsibility for mine. If one of us develops feelings, it is their responsibility to remove themselves from the situation before it effects their OOC lives and emotions.

If you disregard any of the above, you have no entitlement to keep playing with me, and no recourse to complaint when I sever all possible IC ties, as is my right when you have demonstrated a lack of in character to out of character divide.

If you support this, repost, in an attempt to stop IC/OOC misunderstandings at LARP.

Also addition.
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/maddie/article2416246.ece
The story of madaline mccan is an awful one, and without any doubts in my mind to kidnap a child is a terrible thing though it did strike me the most recent picture the newest suspect in this heinous case does actually bear a more striking resemblance to Rorschach from watchmen. Now either there is a really real Walter Kovacs is out and about or the press now have resorted to really clutching at straws here.
I no way wish to make light of the situation regarding the crime however when the mugshot from a comic is the latest lead. I think its safe to assume that people have no clue
http://media.comicvine.com/uploads/0/574/174353-182428-rorschach_super.jpg

Its been far too long since I updated this and the LJ its self says 7 weeks, I honestly don’t know why I keep it any more, facebook is to blame! So the last 7 weeks in brief
Work that’s about it I work and work and work some more, having said that I got a new tattoo (I got lanni on my leg as designed by sascha) so it hasn’t been all bad.
Larpternity has officially started and I do love the fact we are a faction again, the unicorns rock and I am now full of keen once more, so much so that before the event I had ic dreams once again!
For the moot

Lets see best and worst,
OOC I don’t think bar the fact I got conned by the sun and ended up nearly officially a doctor zoidburg, then when I was sun prepared it rained, there was much ooc that was a bad thing
Best OOC Dredd and Jam, and the whole, the fact everyone is happy to see everyone and to add to that the pictures we took show pretty much all smiles all the time! But bar none the absolute best thing 100% was the really nice person that left the air fresheners in the unicorn camp loos!

IC worst
Actually not a lot, things were on the up and up, apart from the mention of certain ancestors being involved with other problems the unicorns were having, then finding out it was a pack of lies.
Best IC actually runz had a really good one, the unity made anything worth riding out, solving debt, having unicorn ice cream. And the immortal “lord dredd, say I can be in the militia, and he will back me!” “yes but as long as runz says your ok that’s fine” luffs my guild!

I did loose my keen a while back and doubt myself and runz for a little while, but now I’m back its all good, roll on the GEF

So far this year with LT (all be it one event) has refreshed everything, things ran smoothly and this is defiantly a good thing from a player perspective,
I really must try and work on keeping this LJ alive more often, in fact I promise I will try now, so that is my short update to you all
Kisses
Madam a

Comment to this post saying that you want to play and I'll give you 5 subjects/things I associate with you. Then post in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

funny, rings, bold, compassionate, wild was given to me by ms. Sasha, and I will take other words if there are any others!

Funny
I have never considered myself hilariously funny and I think mostly its more of a defence mechanism, from the high school days. I tend to just be funny now and I do love a giggle I think being funny is easy and I know a lot more people who are funnier than me, put us all in a room together though and we will start to bounce ideas off each other, like a comic jam session! Laughter makes me happy and I hope never to stop hearing it. From anyone.

Rings
I think this comes from runz, I don’t do much jewellery myself (except my love of odd earrings!) The ring thing itself was started by reb, I blame him its all his fault! Unkiee Outcast told Runz (when she was still a cub and impressionable) when you mate with someone you have to get a ring, currently she is on 83! I think that its more and more a part of the whole runz kit now, maybe I should auction them off when runz dies, that or it will go on the belt of remembrance, and some other poor sucker will have to carry them around!
Its nice though that come bits are not brought by me, like a load of the rings and the bits and pieces off the belt, it not only means a lot IC it also means a lot OOC people care enough for the character that they will give stuff to her.
I don’t know I guess I will be rather sad when runz dies, but im determined not to spend the rest of the time I role-play boohooing about her, though I will be quite sad to see her go, I mean what 6, maybe 7 years of playing the same thing means I must like her a lot!
I still have a lot of ideas and here is hoping that people will give me tat for other characters I play, though deciding what’s next will be a toughie!

Bold
It’s a word I use to describe other people an awful lot but I would have never said that im a bold person. I guess though the boldness of moving away from where I came from like I did and standing up for my personal reasons whilst stomping on certain people to carry on my life was a bold choice too. I think evolving into the woman I am today, even with my childish nature, must be a bold step of sorts.

Compassionate
People need a little compassion, if you go around made of stone all the time sooner or later your going to loose a lot of friends and family. I think that’s why compassion is a dear thing to me. I love all my friends and because whilst I was growing up the bullies were out in force now I have people I care for, I don’t see why I shouldn’t. It’s a nice thing to help people if you can, and good to be able to offer a shoulder once in a while, though I refuse to let compassion become the equivalent of being some one who can hold burdens for people. That’s when things become too messy!

Wild
Doing odd stuff and going a little nuts some times can be good for the soul. The draining effect of wearing a strap on brain so I can be ‘teh dumb’ and be all normal at work means that in my spare time if I do so wish to go run nekked around my front room or jump around like a lunatic, then I shall, I don’t deem it as being particularly wild, just a cleansing of sorts!!
Mind you there is the hair, that’s pretty wild, possibly teeming with wildlife as well!

That’s about it my luvvers, my mwahs to you all
Madam a